Not Sure Yet

Sometimes I never know what I am going to write when I start one of these things. I go back and forth trying to decide what to type. I hum and haw and write then erase and then rewrite and of course erase again. Sometimes the Lord moves me and I write what He wants me to say. But eventually I end up with a readable blog with, I hope no spleling mistakes or words left out. ( yes the spelling mistake was for effect!)

My topics are varied. If you have read my blogs then you know that. If not well then I guess you will find out eventually. I would love to do a video blog but alas my camera SUCKS!!!! But then again you never know I might try it anyways!

I titled this blog Not Sure Yet cause well I am not sure what I am writing about. I may just for fun, ramble away and get everyone confizzled! I am a writer and a singer. I play guitar and ummm the air drums quite well. I am just a guy that likes to do a little bit of everything. Like everyone else I like to tell tall tales and sometimes they are dashed with a little truth.

I am a Christian. I follow the teaching of Jesus Christ. I believe that He is the Son of the Most High God Jehovah. I am his Defiant Child who wants to do things his way but always is aware that God will be there when I stumble and remind me that I can’t always do things on my own. I blog mostly about Jesus cause well I think that this is what He wants. Am I right on what I write. I don’t know. I do know that I have scriptural basis to back up what I say.

I could write about the teachings of Buddha or Allah or Vishnu but I don’t follow their teachings. I follow Jesus’s teachings. I do not want to insult anyone by talking about things I do not know anything about. That would be as useful as having a udder on a bull. Would also look really strange.

I listen to Rock music mostly but I also delve into Classical, Country, Blues, Jazz, Soul, Disco and dare I say… Big Band! My true love in Music is Christan. Whether it be Rock or Worship or everything in between. Petra to Guardian, Phil Keaggy to Casting Crowns. My musical taste is diverse. Skillet to Thousand Foot Krutch, Red to Bride. Music is music and it was once said.. “It’s Not The Music…It’s The Message!” or “There ain’t now such thing as a bad note….just bad intentions!”

Music is the universal language that every one understands no matter what country the Musician is from. It doesn’t really matter the lyrics, it’s the music that moves you. Even more if it is filled with the Spirit. I love all kinds of music.

I said earlier that I was a writer. Never had anything published but that’s okay. I write for the joy of it besides it helps me spell better. Even when I blog, I have to watch my spelling. I have written stories about Jesus (imagine that) to a good old fashioned mystery that I have been writing and re-writing over the last 10 years or so. I use to write songs but stopped a few years ago. Once I get my guitar fixed, maybe I will.

I DJ in Second Life. One set at Ohana Rock Club and one set at Danze Fever. I use to DJ a lot in SL but I don’t anymore. Second Life has become too commercial and it basically sucked the life out of it. With the new viewer coming, from what I have gleaned, if you are on the old viewer, you are going to loose everything and have a do over. Which is all fine and good but when you have spent tens of thousands of lindens on clothes and other stuff, to loose it all really sucks!

When I DJ I play a virtual myriad of genres. Basically the same stuff that I listen to. I have not a great following in SL but then again I have never been about a great following but rather sharing the music I enjoy to everyone else and if they don’t like it, there are hundreds of clubs that they can go to.

I spend my free time in real life dealing with the day to day struggles. Looking after a quadriplegic wife can get tiring. Now I am not complaining..well I am but I allowed, I am also obnoxious at times but I digress. I love my wife with a fierce love, even though she does annoy me at times but in truth, I wouldn’t want it any other way!

I have one sister and four brothers and I love them very much! We are far apart but I feel them in my heart. My mom is dead, so is my dad. My stepfather Howard is still with us. I have one other sister but she died fifteen or sixteen years before I was born. There is a hole in my heart and I think it is there for her to fill.

I think I am done for now. You never know, I might come back with Not Sure Yet Part 2 later. I hope you enjoyed the read and that you learned a little about me!

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